u dun understand

seeing u for 2 3 hrs and seeing u leave feels worst then not seeing u at all

and since both our time management is that horrible

let's have our 1st weekend of not meeting

and joel
u know u wun wake up even if i called
just like todae
u could have came over to find mi earlier at iluma but u rather sleep and leave mi there

while i'm always sacrificing my sleep



so dun blame mi for not telling u to bring ur stuff to stay over and all

u should have known better urself


so farke it
hello weekend

Shiok to piss u off
do u even think ur few hundred dollar things even meant anything to mi

U know what
leaving you was the best choice i made
and the moment i left i knew i was happy
the only reason i stayed on for so long was
the guilt of u crashing your car
and u forgoing all ur frens
i wasn't in love
maybe there was for a period of time
but the day u became u
we both knew there wasn't any left

u had ur ways when we were together
and i let it be
now that everything has ended
do u even think u could still have ur way do ur likes


there is so much bad times and unhappiness that i could remember from the times we spend
i dun even remember a single happy moment
this was how bad u treated me

now u have left
pls dun come back into my life

woohoo
papers r done
finlly i have time for myself
and it feels good
walking around town alone while the bf was sleeping
did my facial, got my stuff,bought useless stuff
i blew off my pay check even before it reach
oh well money spending has been crazy
i need to get my fat ass moving,. lose the weight and go back to doing my jobs.

now i just need to wait for baby's exam to be done and
i have him all to myself

As much as i'm always saying i have a sucky bf
he is the worst etc etc etc
You know that not true hahaha
as much as i cry and whine and bitch
It's just the attention seeking mi

no one is perfect
but at least u do ur very best to make mi happy
and i can see what ur trying to do

Thank you
sometime i wonder if i'm asking for too much from you
and then i realise


I'm not

U HAVE TO DO BETTER


WHAHAHA

The poor boi almost died during dinner

N becos u will never understand

你的時間不夠用
不確定我的執著 能讓你感動
人潮中 怕失散所以輕輕拉你的手
一刻不放鬆

猜不透
你是情人 還是朋友
還沒勇氣 想得太多
你的世界 如此遼闊

相處會比分開還寂寞
如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
我已不想追究
那我寧願回到一個人生活

She has all
I have none

Thank you
Now i see it

WEEKENDS

Stay awake just for that short 1 hr
By the time I finally reach home
I dun even get 10 mins of ur time
WONDERFUL

u just din realize how much i needed the 10 mins todae